Wimp!

no one likes losing..no one likes losing what he should have won.
but that's what happens sometimes.. especially when one loses the battle of nerves... the first battle to win is the one within...is that from Mortal Combat?..well.. its true.

I've been thinking of excuses to explain away the loss.. I cant think of one. I wont stop thinking about this for a few weeks.. if only I'd been a bit more aggressive, a little more confident in my own abilities... just a little more... you don't win by playing safe... if you've gotta lose.. you gotta at least go down with guns blazing. I guess I just wimped out... It's not a good feeling.